me and my Lil one

Cant think of anything else...Its almost like life has taken a total turn and into a new road which completely defines a new ME and the only role am playing is "MOM"....

Even to freshen up and demand for that hot cuppa depends on what my lil one is upto...if he needs me, then I don't even keep track of time, my bed is not even done until noon, talking to him and feeding is all I would have done but that itself takes away half my day and changing the nappy is my expertise now!!! I catch up on newspaper when he takes his short nap in the morning and grab breakfast while he bathes.....Lunch is when he is playing with amma and with half mind look at him and eat whats in plate...by noon is when am so much done and muscles aching and he is the most active one demanding all my attention...we take a walk together in balcony and the soft breeze puts him to sleep while I debate whether to go to bed with him or catch up on other activities...I would have loved to read a book or clean my wardrobe, call my fren or even drive to my fav coffee joint, check FB or just useless talk with hubby but none happens really....i do rest my back for soemtime and soon hear him calling me in his own language and am all up to the feed...he looks at me, eye to eye, smiles and those lovely dimples just gives way to loads of happiness and a beautiful feeling which I have never experienced...am Back all energetic....

The kids in the apt are back from school and they form my new set of frens...evening is when I take my lilone to watch these kids play and while they relax taking breaks from their running and screaming, I start my questions..I ask and they answer right from School, studies, games, projects, dance, hobbies, homework, clothes, fashion, teachers..name it and I would have asked..Its the MOTHER in me, that has started to dream about my lil one growing up..the kids answer me with so much interest and extra details that am so much in love with bringing up Gigee!! With many questions to ask t'row and many dreams for my lilone,I shall sign off..time to feed Gigee and hit the bed.....

LOVING MOTHERHOOD!!!!

New Year..WELCOME 2012!!

Yes its 1st day of 2012 and in the evening am relaxed sitting next to my lil one, feeling somuch at ease ( which is usually not ME)...
There are train of thoughts which I want to pen down so will just go with the flow.....
First wishing my blog friends great 2012...do what you feel like and enjoy life to the fullest...
I have lost touch on many posts and need to spend some time on it before I lose track!!!

It was a nice beginning of day1, with Gigee not troubling me much and infact conversing with me in his own language for a long time and dutifuly his morning nap...wished family and close frens....it was simple food at home...its a time to remember for ages since its with my parents, my sis, TINTIN and my lil one at home..Hubby is traveling back home from his short trip and we missed him soomuch..best part being Neha visiting us in the evening and taking us for a drive...My lilone loved her company, listening to her sing songs, rhymes and her sweet talks...we could not have asked for more...

With hubby not reachable for past 2 days, it was a pleasant feel to get his messages and life rolled back to normal...More than a decade and still cant do a minute without him!

I have ensured to plan my year well, since I would not be working and my Crux of activity would involve taking care of Gigee...I would love to make some spare time and make some productive use and learn something better each day..planning is in progress and will update in this space...

just finished REVOLUTION 2020 and loved it..Though Chetan's books are different( its more Bollywood types ) from the other one's I still like it...

Thats the highlight of the day....

BACK...

Its been heavily crazy with my lil son keeping me busy all 24 hours from past 3 months ( almost)..With my sister's son also present, its been driving us MAD and the feel is simply superb...
Its been a beautiful experience of handling the boys..

Initial two months for me and sissy were filled with queries and FEAR, which gave us no space to enjoy the new arrivals...It was a MESS in short. The crying and feeding part were the toughtest for me to handle and I almost said AM DONE....I didnt realise when did I start to enjoy the same FEAR and slowly understood the demands of the lil one...It was the bonding session and loved the cuddling in trun those tootless smiles flowing now and then!!!

so am back......

Hmm...i Love dressing my lil one, we call him "GIGEE"...Though its not his official name and the Naming ceremony is in Feb...The search for names is ON, but am not too keen except that it has to be SHORT. Coming back to dressing, I have been crazily picking up clothes inspite of knowing that its a complete waste since they are growing and within a month its small in size for them...

I have started taking Gigee for small walk in the Balcony and he loves it...Its his fav pass time, along with listening to my stories after his feed....He has slowly started to look at me when I speak to him and smile, as if he understands what am teling ( ahhh!!!!)